Sunday, May 10, 2009
hello world...long time yaw aku tak write my blog yeeh...bz finding jobz and settle all prob...tanx to my dearest atiq n HIM for being there for me...i juz choose to be quiet latey coz bila aku byk bbol byk lagy org tak suka..sooo being quiet is better rite...hmmm...
HE have being queit lately..i juz dont know watz in his mind...i fell so helplez..haiz...i juz miss the old him, who alwayz being there n make me smile each day..but now he being quiet im juz feel so lonely...i juz miss him soo much...how i wish i can meet him now but wat can i do,he's far away from me...waiting he's msg each day...each and every msg from him will juz make my day....if i done any wrong to you im totaly sorie...i juz can say it out here that i love u.....but.....
HE make me to stand on my feet n make me forget my past...i dont cry anymore abt my past, now thinking about my future ahead....tanx
to azaq if u read this...i juz regrd to know u..seriouzly...u make me n my family suffer...coz of u my grandma have to help me....i juz pray that god will take everything from u...yes!! aku jahat!! aku dah byk mengalah n now u make my grandma suffer...yeah i lie before but ko ingat skg pape jadi kat nenek aku,sampai lobang cacing aku cari ko...i tot u mature enough to think but otak mati..im not being rude but u make me like a stupid ass waiting for ur msg about the stuff...stupid ass...hey u thing u perfect, trust me...u get it wat u have done to me....all ur promises is a crap...nvm tell everyone i am the bad...itz okey for me...aku tak rugi pape laaah....i learn one thing thats life and also learn another thing nvr trust sweet talk ppl....
i miss many ppl rite now...xpecially HIM....i juz have 1 wish on my bday that is be with u on my bday...but dream on laaah kan....haizz...i miss u dear....pray for ur health...
i miss my abg....
to my sis, happy bday...sorie cant attend ur bday party...sicko laah!!ur present utang k...hehe....
peace
-wAN-
