Monday, March 16, 2009
im off to a trip that i also dont know when i will be back home..i juz feel wanna be alone...fwen dont worie i b okey...im going miss every singal one of u...now im typing before i board the bus...tanx everyone for being there when i realli need u guyz...i hope when i back i be back to the old me....
love all my gf n my sec family....take care all..gtg
peace
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
hey im sorie to my deraest ree coz ddnt pick up ur kol..i juz need to be alone...but hey im kinda ok...hey to all my gf i quiting skool...i cant grad wif u guyz...im sorrie..im going mish everi singal one of u...juz dont forget me yah, even i not schooling anymore plzz dont lost contact wif me yaw...i love u guyz....
sign off
Monday, March 2, 2009
Morning ppl...i mean afternoon...k i juz woke up k...wahhh!! have a fight with him yesterday...yeah everyone is kinda boring with my attitude..god plzz let me handle all this prob in hand..realli realli i need fwen make me smile again...hey i mish al my fwen badly soo badly...i mish my gf in ite simie...i mish mau..i mish my gundu fwen...i mish hana n sha...i mish everione that alwayz be my side this all while...sitting at home n day dreaming realli make me wake up...juz that now i realli not ready to go school coz school suckx...i wanna work n earn to help support my family...god i juz need happiness n i need to be strong to face everything in this world..i juz dont wanna sit n cry all day long...i cant wake for check up on this thurz i hope my life will change everithing will change..i realli wanna to change my life stlye....
peace
Sunday, March 1, 2009
dah lama aku tak write my blog due to my comp break down but now i will write often...Lately aku feel realli down with many tingy...dah few dayz i sit at home..my family problem havent settle yet...every night i cry out loud alone in my room...cry over my life...i juz cant take it anymore..i run from everione...i juz need to be alone..my life is soo empty...no one will understand i feel...i choose to be queit coz no use coz end up will get the blame...mama im sorie wat have hapen,i didnt mean to make ur life to end this way..i love u but i juz miss the old time..i dont blame her at all,i juz blame myself...how i wish i can be strong like before but end up i juz cant take it anymore..i juz cant smile or laugh now..i juz cry n cry each day...
to my dearest azaq..i know u wont read my entry coz now u bz with ur work..im sorie coz u have me as ur girlfriend who cant give you anything..i waited u every nite for ur kol,everinite...im tired syg...i juz miss u soo much,do u know that...i didnt mean to menyusahkan u..am i important to ur life??i realli need you in my side rite now but i understand u bz with ur work...everyday i miss u i will read the letter u gave me...y should we be together...i rather suffer my ownself than make u suffer too...deep down i love you much..when u ask me y i love u that much i juz cant ans...i rather keep quiet now...i mish u soo bad but i dah tak paksa or fight with you..im juz tired n im realli sick...do take care of urself...i love u syg
im feel soo lonely..realli lonely...haizz...i too weak to face wih my problem...i not strong enough to face it anymore...god only knowz how hurt i am now...
i dont need anyone to understand my situation coz i dont want to bother anyone...i juz feel soo lonely...
sign off
