Sunday, April 12, 2009
hey world...yesterday movida with the singal girl..tanx kakak for the belanja yeeer...for everithing...im kinda no in mood to have fun..hmmm...the place remind me of the past..i juz hate..suddenly i feel soo angry!! u say i change heart cpt...wat the hell...!! u have ur hapiness with ur child n ur 2nd family n also adik kesayangan..semoga ko happy with wat have now...to think about u make me cry n hate myself coz fall in love with you so much...i juz hate that.....i have nothing now...
my dear tanx for everything...u make me smile and feel the love..even u are far but near to my heart...u make me sleep in peace now..tanx for the care that you give me...soo sweet..i mish u dear,how i wish i can hug u n u kiss my forehead...meeting u are out of my xpctation...i juz fall for you coz the love u gave me....u make me stand again after i lost in my love story to the person i love with all my heart before...u make me strong....i juz want to be with u....i love u sayang!!
wat i wish now..to c her suffer can???i juz donno y my heart hate him n her soo much...both of them kill me realli am....
i out of singapore again this week....juz want to have peace of mind and get the ans to all my question..hmmm...
to my dear mau...aku dah agap ko like my own adik...mau,tak mau sad k...i know how u feel coz i been in ur state before..i wont force or ask u to do as wat i say..juz follow ur heart...soner of later u will understand...i love u maurisha!!
my hosp bill n my father hosp bill...pity my mum...mama sorie i cant help..all my saving dah pinish...n the bez part i have no job now..i been termoinate...maybe bukan rezeki aku...after all this happen i know who reaLLI fwen or who juz a poser who step care...i dont need a poser k....
i feel like crying now with all this ard me...all prob...but hey ive to be strong..takpe biar dorg happy skg,tuhan maha adil...semoga dorg akan rasa betapa sakitnye hati ni....aku benci sangat teramat..should i juz say dunia akhirat aku tak akan maafkan both of them..they kill my heart!!!
roger n out
-wAN-
