Thursday, April 23, 2009
damn it!!! stress gilaaa sak!!! bodo sak aku!! im in a big dept now but i have no saving!!! arhhhh!!! bodo sak aku kasi saving aku dulu kat org yg aku pikir sayanga aku...skg bila aku need help,ilang sak....well i juz cant believe u r like that..damn it!! everiday own ppl money....arhhhh!!! my hosp bill...ubat semua...arhhhhhhhhhh!!! helpppp!!!!!!!!!!! bodoh sak aku !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!arhhh....!!! biar laah skg aku susah,aku pikir dia boleh tolong tapi dia senyap...memba dah ada gaji dok mana nak pandang aku lagy..aku dah teak di perlukan lagy....siaal arh nasib!!!
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
k nak update ni jek....IM DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNN BROKEEEEEEEEEE!!! MY SAVINGGGGGGGGG TAKDER....STUPID OF MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE......MY HOSP BILL N MY DAD HOSP BILL...SERIOUZLY I CAN CRY K RIGHT NOW.......ISSSSSSSSSSHHHHH!!!
roger n out
-wAN-
Sunday, April 12, 2009
hey world...yesterday movida with the singal girl..tanx kakak for the belanja yeeer...for everithing...im kinda no in mood to have fun..hmmm...the place remind me of the past..i juz hate..suddenly i feel soo angry!! u say i change heart cpt...wat the hell...!! u have ur hapiness with ur child n ur 2nd family n also adik kesayangan..semoga ko happy with wat have now...to think about u make me cry n hate myself coz fall in love with you so much...i juz hate that.....i have nothing now...
my dear tanx for everything...u make me smile and feel the love..even u are far but near to my heart...u make me sleep in peace now..tanx for the care that you give me...soo sweet..i mish u dear,how i wish i can hug u n u kiss my forehead...meeting u are out of my xpctation...i juz fall for you coz the love u gave me....u make me stand again after i lost in my love story to the person i love with all my heart before...u make me strong....i juz want to be with u....i love u sayang!!
wat i wish now..to c her suffer can???i juz donno y my heart hate him n her soo much...both of them kill me realli am....
i out of singapore again this week....juz want to have peace of mind and get the ans to all my question..hmmm...
to my dear mau...aku dah agap ko like my own adik...mau,tak mau sad k...i know how u feel coz i been in ur state before..i wont force or ask u to do as wat i say..juz follow ur heart...soner of later u will understand...i love u maurisha!!
my hosp bill n my father hosp bill...pity my mum...mama sorie i cant help..all my saving dah pinish...n the bez part i have no job now..i been termoinate...maybe bukan rezeki aku...after all this happen i know who reaLLI fwen or who juz a poser who step care...i dont need a poser k....
i feel like crying now with all this ard me...all prob...but hey ive to be strong..takpe biar dorg happy skg,tuhan maha adil...semoga dorg akan rasa betapa sakitnye hati ni....aku benci sangat teramat..should i juz say dunia akhirat aku tak akan maafkan both of them..they kill my heart!!!
roger n out
-wAN-
Saturday, April 11, 2009
helooo world...wat the fcuk kan...hahahha....nak update lincah ni nak go out date with ayu...hahahha...tiba2 ajak pi tgk wayang both of us....gilaa kan budak ni...k but hey free apa lagi pegi jek laah...2dy not b coming home,meeting mau for late nite outing...mau i hope u like the gift...tu sahaja yg mampu ku beri...cey!! cey!!
sis atiq in town man!! yippeee!!!
my bez fwen saw this couple at newton like last couple of week...hahahah.... siak arh bez fwen buat lawak kat couple ni..loving couple dok..tak leh angkat!! aku dont give damn for them oand him or should i say her....wat ever laah kan...im sick n tired of their story..i hate till mati arh n should i say for me they are monster...lame sak!!!
i tot im a lier but guess wat there r still a big fat lier outside think they are angle...benci dok!!!pape laaah kan....
im broke like hell k....sape nak ajak aku keluar harap maklum aku broke....
i love my gf n i love him.....:)
peace
-wAN-
Thursday, April 9, 2009
hey like fcuk sak...azaq penipu...u make me as if all i in the wrong...u still cheat me for them...u know wat azaq!! go to hell with you....aku halal kan aper aku kasi ko laah tapi aku ingat sampai mati ko dah buat eh!! semoga ko happy with the love onez eh...cuma ingat satu laah zaq...ko tak akan selalu dapat aper ko inginkan!!! if ko terlanggar kat jalan raya i juz will c and walk off coz i realli hate u till death arh gang...duit ko tanam buat family dorg sua...aku tak nak pape,aku nak nenek aku nyer benda jek....
i juz feel soo piss of with pompan bernama siti zaiton....tanx eh!!
roger n out
-wAN-
Monday, April 6, 2009
helloooo world.....!! ahakz...today my dad going for OP..alhamdulillaah...but still in icu beb...pray hard for him to get well soon...my family still need him...even he juz my step dad,yeah i do love him...:)
yesterday kinda my worse day k..get scolded by him, end up nearly he want to leave me alone...guess wat i cry coz scared loosing him...well guess i fall for him yaa...hmmm...itz my salah sey,make him angry...hmmm...i miss him soo much sey n im sorie for all wat i have done....
to zack...im sorie i nvr reply or ans ur kol..im juz sooo scared of u....realli do...
tanx atiq for late nite msg...syg ko laah bidadari...
finding job sey...haiyooo....
ppl i want to have gucci perfume...saper sudi belikan aku...plzzz...im broke...huhuhu..tak tau malu sey aku...tapi kalau korg belikan semoga mura rezeki korg....hehehhe
i miss all my gf....
roger n out
-wAN-
Sunday, April 5, 2009
my body kinda weak this few dayz yaw...but hey but im strong enough coz all the support from by dearest fwen n u my dearest prince...tanx for making me happy guyz everyday singal day...well yeah im kinda worie about my dad but hey i know he strong...i will always pray for his health.....
My dad will going for OP on mon...
conting the days to meet u...u have change me alot...u do not me well i mean tak kenal me byk..but hey u have change me alot...im soo happy to get know you but....when i meet u up i will tell everything to you...but i juz need the trust from you...
to all my dearest fwen who visit my dad..tanx alot guyz...i love u guyz...
i miss my classmate...girlfwen i miss u guyz n also my boyfwen..miss the laughther n the hug guyz...meet up soon yaw...
k toddler...gtg...
love
roger n out
-wAN-
Saturday, April 4, 2009
hey ppl...my dad condition is worsen...i juz hope nothing will hapen to him...he might me smiling but hey i know he's in pain...i pity my both adik n my mum....i juz cant imagine wat will happen if anything hapen to him....
tanx my belove fwen who being there for me 2dy...realli im soo pleased to have you guyz by my side...
i juz feel soo lost...damn lost...juz donno wat im thinking...haiz..im soooo blank....
gtg...im in pain!!
roger n out
-wAN-
Thursday, April 2, 2009
hey ppl sorie for my blog jadi hire wire yee..will do it properly...seriouzly my head gone blank..sorrie didint update for ages...arhhhh!!wat new?? well im singal again like for real...i have enough of him...im just scared of seeing him again,realli scared....it such a bad dream for me....haizzz...fail again falling in love...i juz dont understand y i have to get hurt again n again....wat i've done wrong???
To you...i didnt xpect our love story end this way...my love is realli juz for you but u have hurt me...my love juz turn to be hate...u hurt me soo deeply...im juz too tired of crying every singal day...if ppl ask if i still love you..my ans will be NO...i never want to c you again...our memories ive throw far away...
my life is full of problem...again n again...well im just too sick to think..i might me laughing n smiling every singal day but deep down in my heart im crying....im just too weak...my step dad now in icu got heart attack...ohh god wat happening to my family..even he's my step dad, he have take care of me...not like my real dad...should i still call him dad...
Khairul shafiq b mohd taib...tanx for making me smile each day...im just yearning to meet you...our meet tak xpexted langsung....u have make me smile everyday...how i wish u can make me happy everyday...u r far away from me but i just donno i have kinda weired feeling for u...im sure u understand wat i mean..tanx for being there when im realli down...i wanna cry on ur shoulder but hey u r not mine...can i say i fall for you...u make me happy each day,u make me forget all the pain....tanx alotz
ppl...can my life story end up to be like cinderella..be happy with the prince of her heart in the end...i juz wanna find someone who realli love n care for me...is that soo much i ask for...??i dont need money or wat so ever...i juz need the care n love...well mayb i nvr get love from my dad....i juz want to be happy with my prince...
hey u botak..nak jadi my prince...:)
hey i yearning to have 12 white roses.....hehehe
sorrie ppl i being soo emo...well im juz soo down n yes im sick..so sick...
roger n out
-wAN-
will update n fix my blog real soon...love
roger n out
-wAN-
