Thursday, February 5, 2009
k ppl nvr update like sooo long yeeeh...hey guess wat some ppl juz lie to about sometingy...they say they are TTM n guess wat actualli they are attach n have broke up..amazing rite!! a big lie after all...well juz dont bother...
i fight with my mum again....arhhhh!!! yeah i love her but y cant they juz cant understand....
bez friend??buddy??good friend??? juz piss off with this...seriouzly...y?? my soo call bez friend juz playing behind my back...y should this happen...i juz need u guyz to understand like i understand u guyz before..is break my heart when i get to know...my own friend...haizz...realli realli i love u guyz but u chose to b good me front but wat hapen in the back...arhhh!!!
thanx to this particular person or should i call atiqah...tanx for the ear to listen..all the secret we share one whole nite...hey u juz make me cry when it remind me wat hapen that day...i trust u that's y i told u...keep it to u yeah...soo tresure it alot sey...that's wat i want heart to heart tok but i should i wish is her but hey wake up she's bz...sooo rite now like atiq say sabar...hmmmm...
my hubby...i in love with him sooo much...yes i do!!...im sorie if i make u think that i making u like a dog...dont understand u...im SORRI...i dont mean so...i juz need to tok to u this moment but hey i should understand u have many thingy to settle..im sorie not to b a good partner to u...actuali know wat?? i miss u...yeah we meet up like can say everyday...but i juz miss the hug n kisses...is not that i desprate..hahaa...i juz miss the warmness n ur touch..well..forget it ....wat can i say..i love u now tomorow n everyday......i think i should try to be understandin yeah...i juz scared actuali..that i will not write here coz is personal..i juz the nite 1 day juz to be with with u n tok...well i think it soo much i ask for...soriee again...i want this relationship to work...im happy with u juz that plzzz forget ur past...realli if u past come again in ur life plzz dont hurt me again...i know i kurang in many way but like u know i do anythig for u....i juz pray...
im broke im broke im broke...arhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! many thingy in my head i have to settle..money?? know wat?? forget it...sakit hati arh....wat i know i juz waiting to get that thing coz i yearning for that thing since last mth.....nak cry arh...hehe..
dah laah nak tido dah tak kuasa..so i will be the old me...quiet...so when need me anyone kol yeah...i juz will be the old me....i will not bother anyone life anymore...i juz piss off n guess wat is open my eyes when all this hapen...
ooooh yah yah...tak per tulis sok..kepla ku berat nak mampoz...
k berambus....
