Tuesday, February 24, 2009
hey...sorie for not updating my blog lately coz my comp break down at my house..shit!!i feeling soo sick lately n feel soo lonely..i have fwen around me but still i kinda lonely..
i feel like i will be a quiet wan again...i juz donno till when he wanna keep it from me...itz hurting n if i ask im surely get the blame back...
tomorrow my 6mth with him...how is turn out i juz dont wanna say....im tired...
kk gtg...killing me every sec'
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
i kinda break down this few dayz..many thing playing in my mind...haizz...juz now prac is kinda sux...i do soo damn sux k...aku tak leh focus langsung realli...waste of my money...
well is it i too afraid or juz im juz too weak..am i too naif???haizz...i juz pray to god for the answer to all my question...i miss him soo much lately, he started working at jurong yesterday...well again i have to tolerate with his work time..i dont mind juz that im too scared... will i lost him again??i love him soo much yes i do alotz
well this all fated for me...aku terima dgn pasrah...
peace
Monday, February 9, 2009
eh to ppl who tag me...seriouzly aku tau ko kenal aku gila n we use to rapat coz u know everithing....i dont fight but juz tel me who r u...ya i know i go back with zack that make u angry..kalau korg dua my friend will alwayz stand by my side all the way bukan kutuk aku itu ini like i use to stand all the way on my friend side even kena pulau...salah ker aku? patah alik dgn zack..walaupon zack buat aku macam taik in future pon itz between me n him...i juz need korg nye understanding...about my ex su?? yaaa korg nak ckp aku busted or soo wat ever asalkan aku tak jadi hypo aku dah bilang dia everithing...n aku dah dpt balasan bila dulu zack tingalkan aku...not everyone is perfect k even the both of u...tolonglah kenapa nak involvekan maruah org lain...mcm mana pon u maruah peribadi org....try kalau maruah ko org semua tahu...eh eh guna otak pikir laaah...kalau bingit pon apa hak korg ckp pasal maruah org kat tag, everione like is reading....guna otak jek aku ckp...the thing is korg ngan bingit wth aku asal involve kan maruah org lain..korg dah melampau..plz the both taggers juz tell ur real name arh.....
Thursday, February 5, 2009
k ppl nvr update like sooo long yeeeh...hey guess wat some ppl juz lie to about sometingy...they say they are TTM n guess wat actualli they are attach n have broke up..amazing rite!! a big lie after all...well juz dont bother...
i fight with my mum again....arhhhh!!! yeah i love her but y cant they juz cant understand....
bez friend??buddy??good friend??? juz piss off with this...seriouzly...y?? my soo call bez friend juz playing behind my back...y should this happen...i juz need u guyz to understand like i understand u guyz before..is break my heart when i get to know...my own friend...haizz...realli realli i love u guyz but u chose to b good me front but wat hapen in the back...arhhh!!!
thanx to this particular person or should i call atiqah...tanx for the ear to listen..all the secret we share one whole nite...hey u juz make me cry when it remind me wat hapen that day...i trust u that's y i told u...keep it to u yeah...soo tresure it alot sey...that's wat i want heart to heart tok but i should i wish is her but hey wake up she's bz...sooo rite now like atiq say sabar...hmmmm...
my hubby...i in love with him sooo much...yes i do!!...im sorie if i make u think that i making u like a dog...dont understand u...im SORRI...i dont mean so...i juz need to tok to u this moment but hey i should understand u have many thingy to settle..im sorie not to b a good partner to u...actuali know wat?? i miss u...yeah we meet up like can say everyday...but i juz miss the hug n kisses...is not that i desprate..hahaa...i juz miss the warmness n ur touch..well..forget it ....wat can i say..i love u now tomorow n everyday......i think i should try to be understandin yeah...i juz scared actuali..that i will not write here coz is personal..i juz the nite 1 day juz to be with with u n tok...well i think it soo much i ask for...soriee again...i want this relationship to work...im happy with u juz that plzzz forget ur past...realli if u past come again in ur life plzz dont hurt me again...i know i kurang in many way but like u know i do anythig for u....i juz pray...
im broke im broke im broke...arhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! many thingy in my head i have to settle..money?? know wat?? forget it...sakit hati arh....wat i know i juz waiting to get that thing coz i yearning for that thing since last mth.....nak cry arh...hehe..
dah laah nak tido dah tak kuasa..so i will be the old me...quiet...so when need me anyone kol yeah...i juz will be the old me....i will not bother anyone life anymore...i juz piss off n guess wat is open my eyes when all this hapen...
ooooh yah yah...tak per tulis sok..kepla ku berat nak mampoz...
k berambus....
