Tuesday, January 6, 2009
hey im sorrie i didnt blog my entry yeah...kinda want be alone for awhile...im fine ppl!!
i use to cry everiday but not anymore i juz feel soo tired..i realise tht i juz being soo stupid to cry everyday for a person who does not care about my feeling...now u came in my life n say that u love me...wat??after my heart have been hurt by u deeply...sooo depply...itz still bleeding...being with u alwayz make me fear...that how much u siksa i coz of ur stupid love story with aniz...u told me now there's nothig between u n aniz but u know wat coz of her u have hurt me deeply...hearing ur name n aniz name will juz shiver me to the spine..u say coz of my lie hurt u...damn it...u know wat badingkan dgn apa u have done it tak hurt mcm mana i hurt...from love i beginning to hate u...everynite before i sleep saw ur pix make me cry coz remind me of u...itz soo painful..it easy for u to say to start a fresh but u know wat u ask me for break at wrong time...U TAK PAYAH NAK TAHU WAT IS MY PROBLEM,IM HAPPY MY FREW AROUND ME HELP ME TO SETTLE MY PROB...that's one reason y now i hate u sooo much..falling in love with juz make me realise that love is not as sweet as wat i think...azaq u kill the old me....i juz hate u n aniz....i still remember wat u say to me before " hati u ni dah tertutup utk perempuan lain selain bini i,kunci pintu dah u buang jauh2 utk pompan lain....everithing about aniz, aku akan ingat segala apa kelua dari mulut azaq....anizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz n azaqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq realli no feeling ppl on earth...maaf i cant be like ur umie yg lemah lembut...im idah who leave with her bad history n grow up to b a slekeh person that tak setaraf dgn u....
2008 tahun paling berdarah utk aku....selamat tingal 2008 dan selamat kekasih hati ku azaq...
i juz want free like a bird...no more cry no more hurting....
peace
