Wednesday, December 17, 2008
kk before aku start my entry sorie if my english or malay berterabuh asalkan korg phm dah cukup..firstly ppl keep asking y i delete all my previous entry well i wanna start all fresh..no lie n all the truft...well ppl let me admit here in my blog all my previous enrty there's are lie but not all k...well i lie coz of a reason...someone give me a wake up call not to lie...well im learning...im lying coz of my history....
im back from cameron sun nite...but sorie to all my fwen who trying to get tru me...sorie i juz no mood to text or ans any call...but hey im back safe but seriouzly kena food poisoning eh...my grandma sick since we in cameron...she cant walk much...her leg realli weak...will update pix about cameron asap k....btw at tuas checkpoint that nite i saw this particular person...well the world realli small when i saw this person...i juz look n smile...
sit at home whole day on mon...seriouzly perut aku sakit semcm...aku tido all the way....tanx hall come down all the way to sengkang to meet me...well yeah im ok but perot prob...will b ok soon i tink....
to that someone....i realli do mish u soo much...well kat sini aku nak pohon sepuluh jari kalau aku ada buat silap..i dont blame u totaly if u treat me this way...mayb part of it is my fault...i know i being soo annoying,dependent n a lier for u...i dont blame u...i juz blame myself...seriouzly im tanxful coz i get a change to tell u my bad history...even i hoping u give me time to change but end up it turn out this way...mayb itz fated for me dont have a change to get love from anyone...if hearing my name n c my face just mke u shivers to ur spine...i will keep distance from u, i juz dont want coz of me u fall sick again...i juz pray from far hoping u get well soon...no call or msg from u since that nite after the hurting msg...i wait every singal day, im juz hoping get 1 phone call from u..it will juz make me smile...i tak berniat nak buat u in this state...i love u n i do care till now...i juz hate my history coz it make me leave in the dark till now...i've promise u that nite that i will come out from the dark.. like i do promise u but i juz cant tell the time...i tak nak jadi beban bagi u juz dont hate me n plz have fate in me...no one have fate in me i juz hope u do...im sorie for being not a perfect gal for u....i juz hate my past n hate myself....i lup u....im sorie for wat i did.....i realli need to b alone ppl..sorie didnt reply any of ya msg ait.....will get back to all of u when im feeling better...juz hoping my grandma get well soon..itz hurting c her in this state....i only have u now...my grandma is my everyting....
sign off....
