Saturday, December 27, 2008
heyaa!! damn my mata makin rabak k buat aku demam laah kan...sok macam mana nak work ni?? pagi laak tu....k nvm dok umah otak aku lagy sot pikiran pasal dia...tadi at toilet ada byk blood tau...aku punya terkejot...i go out the toilet aku tanya laah kan mak aku..she said my dad blood..kaki dia...seriouzly soo bad...wah!!1st time aku risau k..aku pi amik ubt2 tertentu kasi mak aku...my mum saw my eyez than dia kata..."korg suka sasahkan aku"...hati aku terus berkecai sey...dah lah dektu buat aku skg mak aku laak...i dont ask anyone help k..aku sakit aku tak mintak pi doc per...nenek aku pulak at my uncle house..i realli need someone to tok too..mau kol me...i tok to her than i feel better now...she make me laugh wif ani n ana story...siak arh mau...mau tanx alot:)
esok aku keja kul 8pagi-3ptg...than tgk laah keadaan...mata aku dok...
"senang sey u ckp..jgn nagiz..tapi u perna tak pikir kejap perasaan i..kalau u tak dpt terima i kenapa bohong i sey...asal sey u...asal u happy tgk my life merana...u tipu i bulat2 sey...asal sey asal sey....i tink seeing me down will make u happy kan..k syg i will that happen jadi puas hati u...kalau u sayang sgt bini u jgn buat i mcm ni...i pon ada perasaan...u n her jek ada perasaam....tapi i mcm mana...i promise will make u happy my dear azaq if that make u puas n make u happy...hope ur love story u n anis will kekal atas kehancuran hati org lain.....u realli kill me azaq...."
kk ppl let me terus terang....nak tahu kenapa aku break ngan azaq pasal diri aku
WHEN AKU 1ST MEET DIA AKU BOHONG DIA..BILA DAH METAIR DGN DIA AKU ASIK TIPU DIA AJEK..ITU YG BUAT DIA RASA AKU TAK IKHLAS DGN DIA...K TAPI LET MAKE THIS CLEAR AKU TAK PERNA TIPU DIA MAIN BELAKANG DIA K...MMG AKU CONTACT SU EX AKU..TAPI SETAKAT PINJAM DUIT DIA...ITU JEK!! NOT MORE...MMG AKU PENIPU...TAPI AKU TAK PERNA TIPU YG AKU IKHLAS SYG DIA...AKU DAH JUJUR SEMUA DEKAT DIA N AKU DAH BLG SEMUA REASON AKU BUT STILL KENAPA AKU KENA MERANA LAGY...MMG AKU TAK PERNA PHM DIA,ANIZ TAKE 1 WEEK TO AMIK HATI DIA TAPI AKU SI BODOH NI 3 BULAN PON TAK BOLEH AMIK HATI DIA..AKU MMG DASAR BODOH NAK MAMPOZ....ARHHHHHHHHHHHH....
i love her sey korg sgt2...killing me each day...everithing remind me of her..ya itz true aku mmg nk dia alik..tapi aku tak mampu amik hati dia...ya allah wat into me...aku bukan nak mintak simpati juz kenapa aku dibuat mcm ni...i juz cant stop cryinggggggggg againnnnnnnn....u say start a freah as fwen but u lieeeeeeeeeee!! kenapa?? u tahu sakitttt...i juz cant pull myself together right now..i will say this again if tgk i jatoh n suffer boleh tebuz alik semua salah i kat u,boleh buat u happy..i will do it....
tanx azaq selama 3 bulan u buat i kenal erti sayang dan u sedarkan i...utk terakhir kali aku nak ckp i love u yes i do n it is not a lie since from the start..i love n care for u alot...pray for happiness...
plzz ppl dont tag me...i love her is my business...i hurt i wont bother anyone of u anymore...this is my blog is wat i want to say..i love u alootz..soo dont tag...im too weak arh...peace
