Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Good evening ppl....i juz woke up...i have a bad headace suddenly today when i wake up in the morning...i have a nab,nenek kejotkan pasal dah prayer time...i wake up and wash up...tak leh pray red light daah..i feel better now after a long nap..sorrie ppl nvr reply ur msg...tak dgr hp n tak larat gilaaa...haiyoo...
i juz tak tau apa aku nyer salah..my mum nvr tok wif me...she accuse me wat i nvr did...haiz..i juz dont bother to fight after all end up it only hurt me..i know myslef...y alwayz i get the blame...
yesterday i have long tok wif her...apa aku rasa?? happy,takot,risau n all feeling campur adok arh..entahlaa...haizz..i realli dissapoited when i get to know the truft..haizz..if ur fwen tink that i dont care about u, up to u n them i know myself...from the start i tak tau show u much i do love u that much i juz want u but end up it turn out this way...i dont blame anyone..i juz blame myself...mayb right i juz dont know how to take care of u...if my past hurting u, i dont blame u...how i do care n love u biarlah i juz keep it deep down in my heart...wat happen next aku serahkan pada takdir...i juz to scared to wish for more n hope for more...i dont want to fall n get hurt if wat i wish to turn out to b lain...the feeling still the same from the start for u...
peace...
